The Road / Cormac McCarthy

Just remember that the things you put into your head are there forever, he said. You might want to think about that.
You forget some things, don't you?
Yes. You forget what you want to remember and you remember what you want to forget.
Cormac McCarthy, The Road
"To live a creative life we must lose our fear of being wrong." Joseph Chilton Pearce

"If you press me to tell why I loved him, I feel that this cannot be expressed,
except by answering: Because it was he, because it was I."
Michel de Montaigne, "Of Friendship"

Monday, November 8, 2010

Song in half an hour

When there is no one else in the library
except the old librarian who doesn't listen anymore
I would like to ask you,
"Did I love you?"
But with your heavy books
on top of mine I cannot say
anything
except maybe ask you the time.
And then maybe you or I would
take those heavy books,
shove them into our already heavy backpacks
and leave.

What I want to ask you is to
stay.
Don't come and don't
leave.
Please
erase away this note, this beat, this
song, so I won't have to sing again.

But you're not supposed to talk
in the library, and there are people who always listen
so I cannot ask you to stay.
So you and I come back and back
into the heaviness, the bookishness
we go--to forgo time,
for I cannot forgo
you.

What I want to ask you is to
stay.
Don't come and don't
leave.
Please
erase away this word, this voice, this
song, so I won't have to sing again.

So did I love
you?
Well, I must have
because I'm still singing
and you haven't yet erased
me.

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