I could think about the unimpressive way you said goodbye
Relief and immaturity combined
I could recollect the nothing that you made of what we shared
Chalk it up to being young and scared and blind
I could summon all the grace inside me, surely,
And maturely I could leave the past behind
But when I think about you
And I think about you
There's only one small thing that comes to mind
Oh, how I
loved you
Oh, how I loved you
Strange and unfamiliar
Ridiculous and true
Oh how I loved you
And you can look at me and tell me I am crazy
It's true I can be crazy now and then
And I can take advantage of the comfort, and believe me,
There is comfort in the arms of other men
On the wall there is a China's worth of writing
And it's citing all the reasons we should part
I can put the past behind me
It's behind me
Save for one small thing that lingers in my heart
Oh, how I loved you
Oh, how I loved you
Dumb and unrelenting
And as the sky is blue
Oh how I loved you
Seasonless and reasonless and infinite and strong
Frightening, enlightening and pure
Cautionless and logicless and limitless and long
Wondrous, all-consuming
And
impossible
I could think of your rejection, how it shook me to the core
How your unexpected exit broke my heart
How I learned that
love you lose feels like a gently slamming door
A door you keep a lock on if you're smart
I could look into the mirror, and could rightly place some blame
On the
histrionic games I love to win
But if I write the story
And I will write the story
I know just how the story will begin
Oh, how I loved you
Oh, how I loved you
Sweet and unbelievable
And if you only knew
Oh, how I loved you
"Oh, How I Loved You"
Words by Marcy Heisler, music by Zina Goldrich
Met Marcy and Zina yesterday and today. During our master class, Zina told us this is her favorite song.
I love her adjectives, her rhymes, her simile of love to door. How this is a song and yet a poem in itself.
